This semester I am targeting a 4.00 CGPS, and yet my efforts did not convey the same target as my heart does.
Last night was my Biochemistry mid-semester exam, which gives a portion of 30%-40% carry marks. It will inherently affect my grade for the finals for sure -- especially when I did this bad.
It hit me in the head that I am not a genius. I cannot study last minute anymore. I cannot carry many burdens of class and presentations all by myself anymore. I am not that strong.
I guess that is why I am being moody right after the exam until now. I feel my ego is being scratch. Hard.
It might be for the fact that I have come to forget Him in every situation, and not just on unwanted occasions.